Wednesday, April 22, 2009 (8:33 AM)
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1st event for school nats was yestarday. horrible. position 13. eww. 1.31 actually my timing is ok. Didn't really train much of breastroke for past months cos was busy training freestyle for ASEAN. pity though, maybe if I had gotten into finals, I would have earned some points for the school. but nevermind, I shall do my best for 50m breastroke tomorrow. i must fight to be at least 8th. I esp. cannot end up 9th, if not it'll be like -.-
so anyway, Monday went to JuEng home for the crapp CIP. uhh I got freaking scared when I got there, not sure why. Just so scary. Then we entered into the lounge area where all the maas and gonggs were there like just sitting down. so everybody was like standing in the middle, i look at you, you look at me, who's gonna make the move? I think Xining and Elizabeth started talking to them first, so every1 after while just followed. Some of them were nice, then there was another 1, me and Brittany said hi, and she was like 'wat!' in the so rude voice.so we just talked to another one. mostly rubbish that came out of our mouths. u noe all the so simple questions, yyeah...then fed one gongg in the second storey. aiya say everything also very sian....natasha cried...
I just realised that I should have taken 200m breastroke instead of 50m breastroke. now shitt it's gonna be harder to be in the finals. ok repetition, but i must fight:)
2nd day of CIP for me was today, at Cristallite Methodist Home. The gonggs and maas that are nicer and livelier but also quite boringg.....
Chloe took a pciture of Mr Clement Tan then go edit it until so ridiculous, damnn funny hahas
I keep it inside of me, but I dont like a few people n this class cos they are so annoying-.- maybe they annoy other people, but I see them annoy other people, I also get annoyed. I call this particular person, a freaking wannabe.And like you know I think there's this another person a bit very-.- everything must be like told to her, not kimhan (she's very nice, I dunno why people dun like her), then if just some small thing people dun wan her noe, she get angry and pissed. I mean, just leave it right?
And I also found out something about myself. It's not that I hate Christienne, it's just that I find myself getting mad, cos she made me so angry and mad anyways...but then she go ask me whether im angry with her, thenobviously I have to say no, then dunno why not angry with her anymore...aiya this kind of thing happens a lot
Oh...no one really knows my blog, so I was quite shocked when Shirlyn told me she noe, so Shirlyn, must shut up ah, haha lols
If I get into any of the relays, it'll be nice. I wanna have a chance to swim:) but cannot, what can I do? :)