~Danger Zone~

Jealousy

2010-11-03T08:55:00.000-07:00

The only reason why I'm writing here it's because I more or less can't write it somewhere else so I end up here. It's meant for some personal kind of dome but there's still this hope in me that whoever I mentioned will just read this post.

I've no idea why but yes I'm jealous of you. And you are my best friend. I mean yeah you know we've been friends for 4 years and we talk and share stuff and all that but there's still this sense of unsureness in me. I'm jealous of you, not the aspects that make you.

I mean, look, you have all that wide circle of friends (I'm not jealous of your friends) that sometimes even talking to you is like the wrongest thing that can ever get. And your family member are irritating and all that but sometimes it bothers me ALOT when you talk bad about them because CMON you have such a good freaking life even if your they are irritating with their nagging you still get to live your life and go out as you want. Yeah my parents are awesome and all that but sometimes I'm jealous that I wished I had your life and you take my life because honestly speaking you might think you know alot about me (might) but in truth you don't know as much. You don't know what I get angry at, only because I am a person who doesn't like to speak about what bothers me and you, you sometimes don't even bother to find out. Yeah sometimes I don't tell but you don't ever realise I do wait for you. Not that it really matters much, but I think you should start caring about more important things than trivial things which you like to tell it over the phone.
Ok I'm done with you.

And then you. I don't exactly care about you now but I think it's disgusting the way you want to be all that popular and such. Cos I tell you one thing, you'll one day question yourself who your real friends are when you look back. And stop wearing disrespect fully to church. And flirting with guys. Church clearly isn't for that reason.

And you. Ok I've honestly have no idea what's up with you and kpop but I truthfully was happy when we talked on msn yesterday. I guess you really still mean an amount to me.

2010-08-12T09:44:00.000-07:00

this is serious.

fuckyou.
so now you let her buy you over.
fuck.

and you.
this time really
FUCKYOU

you buy people's friendship wif money.
and u fucking attention seeker.
fuck you

2010-07-04T11:11:00.000-07:00

2010-07-04T11:03:00.000-07:00

GERMANYYY!

I PAY TRIBUTE AND SALUTE THE FRONT 11 MEN OF GERMANY: MIROSLAVKLOSE, LUKASPODOLSKI, MESUTOEZIL, THOMASMUELLER, PHILIPLAHM, PERMERTERSACKER, BASTIENSCHWEINSTEIGER, JEROMEBOETANG, ARNEFRIEDRICH, SAMIKHEDIRA, MANUELNUELLER

GERMANY FOR THE WIN! GERMANY FOR THE WORLDCUP2010! LET'S GO GERMANY! TRASH TORRES'S ASS! LKE YOU DID WITH mARADONA'S KINKIES!

DAMN. I LOVE SOCCER.

CRISTIANORONALDO. ROBINVANPERSIE. MIROSLAV KLOSE. LIONELMESSI. FERNANDOTORRES. WESLEYSNEIJDER.

2010-06-24T12:30:00.000-07:00

super lazy to post.

ANYWAY WORLD CUP FTWWWW!

LIONELMESSI, CRISTIANORONALDO, FERNANDOTORRES, LUKASPODOLSKI, MIROSLAWKLOSE, ROBINVANPERSIE, WESLEYSNEIJDER, STEVENGERRARD, DIRKKUYT, CARLOSTEVEZ,

GO GERMANY PORTUGAL ARGENTINA SPAIN USA!

2010-05-27T10:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENJING!! BE AWESOME!

ok so oday morning went for 1500m to show face=.= slacked like yeah, umm as usual? then aft tat cos have to wait for amanda, so talked talked talked wif munchies Dayna and Brittany! then like 11 like that left school wif stinkin' amanda, go toa payoh find jodee and zhiwei n go buy chips, which is lyk so fattening n at tat time we were lyk who's gives a shit.

then go amanda's house. chilled out yeahh watched The Vampire's Assistant, which is not bad but absolutely DUMB&STUPID&SENSELESS n hachiko which is so sad. n i was like the only one cryin wthell larh idiots

Amanda's mum cooking is great! n very nice a person too yeah(: n we were all tat gays n shit so erilugwiletgblwiergvbilwrgyqw very lame as usual

then like 8 plus in the evening came home. watched AI.

LEE DEWYZE YOU AWESOME SHIT YOU TOTALLY DESERVE IT YOU'RE GREAT!

2010-05-26T11:57:00.000-07:00

Today was the last day of school, or rather yesterday. Whatever. Seemed like a long time when it was school hours oh wow.

Anyways I was just GLEEMARATHONING n feel so energized but I need to sleep cos i need to leave the house again in approx 4 plus hours. not like i wan to! stupid la, hu goes school for 15oom stupidstupidstupid. anyway ONCEINFORALL I'll jus enjoy the great morning sun with slow great walk pastures.

Ok so my hols r reallyy booked. Tom, or rather today I have ter go to school for stupid 1500m then amanda's house for movie marathon! then next tues minmin's house for farewell=.= ok ummm yeah i dun really noe wat to expect of it but anyway the good thing is, it's MINMIN's house! haha then from 2 to 16 im like in londonn! then come back still got church thingy, then have swim clique outing. ok nvr really had a real one wif xiuquan brittany minmin valerie dayna umm hu else? uh i guess some other ppl around, but these r my closer ones n the team larh then after 20th still got to do work wif abi n chenjingZOO! hhehehehehe

oh dang I suddenly miss last year's class, 1hope09. the freedom of not caring anything. sighhh

ah mann I jus hate the damn school. I frickin' wan to go TA superrrrrrrrrrrr badly.

2010-05-25T10:39:00.000-07:00

Chem test in like 7 hours!
Summary test in like 10 hours!
Trng ends in 16 hours!

THEN JUNEHOLIDAYS YEAHAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

nvr update so long. cos like nvr use com n when i do, got better thing to do.

ah I <3 JESUS!
n I <3 THEBIBLE!

hohohohoho random much

ah amanda's movie marathon on thurs!~

2010-05-05T18:56:00.000-07:00

Stop telling me what to do.

What? ur saying u dun wan me to hang out so much. so holidays u want me to stay at home and wat, do wat?

u work everyday, uu're not even at home.

even if u're at home everyday, what do u wan to talk bout?
subject combi? bout u not wanting me to take humans and do pure science instead?

n then i have to feel embarrass telling my frens sorry i cannot go cos i have to study when u dun wan me to go out.

everytime the things u talk bout is wat, studying trng all that shit. im bored of it. for like 14 years since i was born we only talk bout tis kind of shit. never anything else. n u blame me for communication breakdown. wat bout u? u dun even noe wat to tok xcept this. u tell me so many times bout wat u study n all tat, as if i haven't heard them enough. im fucking tired of living under ur rules ok.

frens can tell me to actually sit down n write a note, i can't fucking bring myself to do it. it's jus tat reason, no other else why. it's jus fucking retardede. wat do u wan me to do at home?

I have a life ok. dun tell me wat to do, where to hang out, what friends to choose.

I noe what to do, if i fail or anything, it's MY problem, not urs. I go where I like, it's not as if i go to some stupid pub or anything. u think i hang out at some ulu place wif guys n do bad stuff? STFU u dunno anything.

I noe hu my frens r. I dun need u to fucking tell me who to choose, who is good n all tat.

lyk u're nvr contented wif anything i do.

basically i think there's nothing wrong wif wat i do except phone bill.

give me a break pls. stop fucking telling what to do. i noe wat i wan to do. i have a fucking life for godamn's sake.

2010-04-29T08:35:00.000-07:00

2010-04-25T11:26:00.000-07:00

HAHA I haven't blogged for dunno how long. Anyways,

I<3YOUSNSWIM!!!!

Go CDIV! Go BDIV!

Bleah didn't get into finals but still satisfied with my performances(:

Ah gonna scream for my teammates during finals.
AWESOME TEAMMATES!
AND WE'LL PLAY DUNKING ON WED YEAHHHH!

And dinner's on wed night;D

ANDANDAND NEXT MONDAY GOING OUT WIF JOD ZHIWEI AMANDA<3

ANDIWANNAGOSHOOPINGATIONWITHABIGAILSOONSSSONSOON!

2010-04-17T08:58:00.000-07:00

GLEE babeh GLLEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSSS

FINN HUDSONNN FTW!!

2010-04-04T07:58:00.000-07:00

I feel blessed.

To be able to enjoy the PoleVault felling.

Cos not many people do.

2010-03-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

2010-03-31T09:03:00.001-07:00

RIS LOW

YOU'RE A FUCKING BITCH SLUT SONOFAWHORE

SO FUCK OFF AS YOU TELL PEOPLE TO FUCK OFF.

ROZZ DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.

WHO ASK YOU TURN UP LATE FOR WORK ON UR FUCKING FIRST DAY COS OF SOME STUPID CLOCK MISINTEPRETATION AND LEAVE 2 HOURS EARLIER COS OF WHATTHEFUCK CRAP

2010-03-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHIWEI!:D
YOU AWESOME KID!
FRIENDSHIP LAST LONG LONG!
AND YOU'RE SO FUN TO HANG OUT WITH.
WITH ALL YOUR CRPPINESS AND ALL
AND YOUR HYPERRANDOM SILLY ANTICS
ENJOY GOING OUT WITH YOU
ESPECIALLY WHEN WE WENT TO WATCH PERCYJACKSON LAST TIME
LET'S DO IT AGAIN ANOTHER TIME!!!

Ah believe it or not, I just spent almost 3 hours downloading music. No damn sian.

And ABIGAIL I'M GONNA MISS SITTING YOU WITH MUSHYFACE!

2010-03-20T02:58:00.001-07:00

I screwed up my 3 events. Left with 1 more tomorrow.

And I'm more confident now.

I've been like sprinting 50m free for sprints during trng.

So tomorrow, I've GOT TO do it.

If I can't, then I must.

MUST
MUST
MUST.

I've been waiting for 3 whole years to break my time.

And tomorrow I'm going to do it.

I MUST.

MUST MUST MUST.

If I can't, then I must.

And to YOU, I'm going to show you that you are not as fast as you are.

Because

I AM GOING TO BREAK 32.
AND I HELL DON'T CARE WHATEVER TIME YOU THINK YOU WILL DO.

I AM GOING TO BEAT YOU

GO SIYING GO SIYING GO SIYING YOU MUST MUST MUST BREAK 32.

And Amanda you suck at Shakespearean language:D
And ZhiWei...Chillax...
She can call herself an asshole, but if she's not doing anything, all the words that she said, as I say, are just only empty coldness.

Passion

2010-03-16T10:37:00.000-07:00

Haven't gone out in a long time. So hope today's gonna be awesome.

Sorry to Hazel Timothy Nicholas

And even more sorry to Jodee ZhiWei RongYi Amanda?
I really can't go cos I have competition events on consecutive days and my parents want me to rest. So hope you guys understand. Still love your as much, maybe next time ya(:

I'm going to write a reflection piece now.

Passion~

Today during training. So while doing kicking drills, I began to observe my surroundings. Of the pool, the splash, the kick, the paddles, the buoys, the plunch starts, the strokes, the running clock, the speed, and msot importantly, the SWIMPEOPLE. Why do I hate the sport, even if I'm slower, and slacker? And why do they not Ti's because of their passion, the enjoyment. And the sweat. The blood.

when they were asked to get up on the plunching boards, it's not as if they were asked to. They want to. they did it so. Majestically. Their jaws hardened, set on edge. they adjust their cap. They cover their goggles over their eyes. They take the position. They clenched their fists. They looked up. Not expectingly. But embracingly. Ready to embrace the sprint to come. When take your marks is given, they bent down is a poise. Every muscle of their body hardened. A mark signifying their determination. Their concentration. Their passion.

They take off. Their plunge professional. They sprint. Their strokes fresh with every new one raised. Their splash, is every ounce of effort given off. It's like they're radiating off sweat and blood. They persist with every move, every kick, every pull. Because of one thought. that thought, which is to conquer that sprint. they looked like never-ending machines, just going on and on. They're enjoying that momentary timed-swim. Passion. They probably could taste their own passion, own endurance. The passion.

They touched the end. Their timings are told. They lift their goggles. They pant. But one of victorious elation. they clenched their fist, pumped it into the air. Plastered on the faces, is one of satisfaction. One of granted happiness. they might be in the water. But the sweat, effort and blood is evident in every part of their body. Passion. From the heart.

They had conquered the sprint.
They had won their own race. With pride.
They had just displayed their passion. With might. With dignity.

'They' are just the older swimmers around me.
They might not be famous.
But one day their efforts, blood and sweat will pay off.

It's their passion. After all.

Such a passion.

2010-03-04T17:24:00.001-08:00

ADAM LAMBERT COMIN' TO SINGAPORE!!;D

MUST GO MUST GO

Stupid larh he's like such a damn big star, then he doesn't want to have a concert, only have showcase. But still, must go!;D

2010-02-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

ALEX KAREV IS HOT! HAHA fictional character. LOL

Today was so screwed. Urgh. I stopped my speech momentarily for like 1000...2000.....3000...4000...seconds. Eeryoneone was probably wondering 'why ain't i spaeking'?!

And the friggin' liquid tape leaked. Till my wallet and bag. But YingGe helped me scrape them off!;D anyway it's still quite disgusting=.= and tingxie was so more screwed. but anyway i can't be bothered really. idiot pan.

And today CCA was so darn boring, but so darn nice. Wif the cronies is fun babeh!;D next week gonna go to the pool! trash trash trash trash trash horsey!

aaah I wanna watch DEARJOHN!!! n REMEMBERME! n SOLOMONKANE! n CLASHOFTHETITANS! n PERCYJACKSON again!

Grey's Anatomy is awesome! n LOST! aaah so nice so nice so nice!

2010-02-20T08:36:00.000-08:00

Watchin' Grey's Anatomy now. Cristina is so irritating! HAHA

OK so I've been recently chatting with Theodoric. He's a nice guy but full of ego. HAHA

And I love Percy Jackson! Awesome awesome awesome! He can't act though); but his looks, ah made up for it mann...

On Thursday, went ION with ZhiWei! So I watched Percy Jackson for the 2nd time yeah! We caught like the 2 p.m show at Shaw Lido and boy the cinema was enormously huge;D She grabbed my hand at the Meduse part. HAHA she's a disgusting woman lah idiot! then Grover is super funny ahahahahahahaa ah I love PercyJackson He's awesome!

Then after that went to talk round the Orchard Streets for awhile then went ION n started grading how expensive things were there. quite fun lah. went Marks&Spencer and I found a new name for her. Collin the Caterpillar! and Im Percy the Pig! haha there's this super ex cafe in ION. like 10 sing bucks for a darn not-so-big cup of chocolate fondue!=.=

then at 6 plus went trng. haha Zhai came back! dunno why but missed her. strange....
and today MinMin came back wif a balding eagle haircut and sand flies all over her body;O haha

Now im gonna continue watch my Grey's Anatomy! tata!

2010-02-16T03:10:00.001-08:00

LOL having totally weird Percy Jackson fantasies. HAHA

Ahh the guy in Ice Castles is so hot but the girl is not! pfft.

2010-02-15T09:34:00.000-08:00

DON"T WANNA SWIM. CRAP DAMMIT.

ahhh I think it's funny cos I have a lot fo spelling errors. LOL

anyway, new season of survivor is awesome(;

I'm gunning for like James Rupert Colby Rob J.T

LOL first episode was epic mann haha!

ah tom is tues. last day of CNY holidays):

2010-02-14T08:04:00.000-08:00

CHINESENEWYEAR Week...ain't doin anything cos in mourning.

But gonna watch PercyJackson tom! oh or rather today!

Sick on fri n sat. whole pure sickness of vomit.

So yeah bit of the crappy feeling.

U noe yesterday was Valentine's Day so I was considering writing notes on fb to all my friends but was lzay so maybe I shall do it here

KNEELENGTH: JODEE<3 RONGYI<3 ZHIWEI<3 AMANDA<3
I love y'all so much! NO matter how much we are in different classes or whatever, I pray to god and the skies that we will never be separated by jowever busy we are and that we'll stay friends forever. I love all our crappy moments, and all our gossip moments, and we always laugh at each other and RongYi will be yk so naggy. LOL I love you all!(:

CLIQUE! RAHCEL<3 CHARMAINE<3 CHERYL-Ann<3
I noe tat nowadays we dun see each other much. But I noe that deep down we will still love each other as much. And gosh! I miss those p6 days wif MdmToh and it was so fun and all, and I rmb my mad obsession wif JoeJonas n comin' to tink of it, it was all so gay n stupid LOL but that was how p6 was so childish-like and now as im thinkin' of it, im smiling to myself. haha

Swimmers! Brittany! YingGe! Christienne! Dayna! n my other seniors!
Hope we'll always be in one swim team SN! however much we all hate swimming. And to my seniors, I miss y'all but I noe we rock so we love you and you love us too! LOL

2010-02-07T07:43:00.001-08:00

2010-02-07T07:26:00.001-08:00

2010-02-07T05:33:00.000-08:00

I'm just asking her whether she could do me a favour. I was going to tell her never mind if she can't. Your background voice is fuckin' unecessary. So bitch. Learn to shut up. And yeah I insult my sister like you do, so I don't care whether I insult myself or not. Bitch.

2010-02-05T07:56:00.000-08:00

I've like tons of Adam pics in my com. YEAH(:

OK yesterday was one of my most pissing school days. Like seriously.
To CherylKOh: I basically wrote that note on facebook.

And yes, the last thing I'm gonna say to you is :FUCKYOU

yes. FUCKYOU. FUCKYOU. FUCKYOU.

Today!

History was frickin' hard. Oh wells.

Science was like I frickin' didn't understand anything!

Maths! I didn't finish the horribly hard paper!

Chinese! TINGXie! Fiinally once in for all, was not as hard as I expected. But I minus 1 mark already):

Ok so anyways after school, went lunch with Amanda Alison and Denise. LOL Denise super funny lah. As usual her crazy-self. LOL

OMG Swim meeting was worse. OMGOMGOMGOMG

Swim Clique. XiuQuan. Valerie. Brittany. Christienne. Me. YingGe.

Having our own meeting. Frickin' laughing like crapp over XiuQuan and valerie's dumb shit jokes. LOL. That we pissed Marie off. And of course, the horse. LOL.

Then Marie was like rolling her eyes and asking what coilour shirt we want. All of us sitting at the back raise up our hands. Only us. Then XiuQuan was like 'Aiyo see the clique here only all want white' HAHA then vanessachan you don't have to roll your eyes right?!

I know you're jealous. When you see us alughing the whole hour. And I saw you kept glancing at us and rolling your eyes. If you too scared to join, too bad. Don't go roll your eyes like wat?=.=

Then after that. Went YingGe's house with MinMin and YingGe cos she needed to take her trng stuff. Then while walking saw Coach Li. ok say hi. Got a bit of shock. Me and Min. LOL. ok nevermind.

Around the corner comes Zhai! like !!!!!! then she asked us whether she want to eat the lunch she cooked at her house. so embarrassing! then Min was like hiding her face like LOL whatthehell.

Trng. Me and YingGe bitchin' about HER all the time. Good one man. Bitch.

American Idol - Pants On The Ground! HQ

2010-01-29T08:49:00.001-08:00

OMG SO FUNNY LARH

Adam Lambert on Oprah - p2

2010-01-26T09:04:00.001-08:00

HAHA ADAM SO CUTE!

Adam Lambert - Oprah p1

2010-01-26T08:54:00.001-08:00

Adam on the OprahWinfrey show!! haha it's copyrighted but whatever...LOL

2010-01-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

WAHAHAHA Hi guys, never blogged in such a long time.

School's been fine. Actually a bit boring. I already don't like some people in my class, but let's just ignore them shall we. OK my deskie's pretty cool. And ShiEn is so cute! LOL I don't really favour any lessons to the others, but Bio's just better than the rest. Maths really sucks. English is ok. But sometimes boring. History, we have SethTan ohmygoodness=.=

HomeEcons pretty fun lah. I cook with JiaYi. Oh Pan LaoShi super irritating.

And just had first swim meeting with Sec1 Juniors. Suddenly feels like the team has so many people cos there's 8 new ones. Cool lah. And friday ZheKang and Christy came(: awesome seniors they are(:

MY entertainment updates, yo of course you know ADAMLAMBERT!! and Whataya Want From me is like so darn freakin' cool. But I've gotta say For Your Entertainment is still much more better. But anyhow, HE"S STILL HOT ANYWAY. Last movie I watched was Avatar. Awesome thing it is! I wanna watch again!

Andandand, I've got this feeling that Adam's gonna come to Singapor! Why? Cos Singapore's hosting YOG this year, and resorts World just opened+Universal Studios. Yeah(: I plan to watch Percy Jackson&the Lightning Theief, Dear John, The LAst Song Remember ME...

Damn studios pushed back harry Potter to the end of the year, cos Twilight comin' cos eclipse comin'out inJune. And whattheshit Voyage of the Dawn Treader in december. Haiya....

'The Last Song' Trailer HD

2010-01-24T02:44:00.001-08:00

This is the worst crap ever, How can Miley Cyrus star in this! Ruin the awesomeness of the boook!=.=

'Remember Me' Trailer HD

2010-01-24T02:39:00.001-08:00

HAHA Rob looks kinda good in here. This si Remember Me's trailer. So sad uh, only June then come out):

Pants On The Ground!!!American Idol Season 9 Larry Platt (original+lyrics)

2010-01-18T09:56:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA OMg this is Aiseason9 super funny audition larh haha
he's 62 mann

oh sorry my blog bit dead on updating. haha lazy. so i jus post videos(:

Chad Kroeger ''Hero''

2010-01-01T06:57:00.001-08:00

THIS SONG IS SO NICE! Though I feel I'm outdated cos it was from the first Spiderman movie. (:

2009-12-24T09:55:00.001-08:00

EXILE / ふたつの唇

2009-12-22T07:34:00.001-08:00

OMG OMG OMG I love this song it's so awesome!!!!!

2009-12-13T22:32:00.001-08:00

Nemo-

2009-12-13T22:16:00.001-08:00

2009-12-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

CIP last thurs wif KneeLength was awesome. Met at Jurong MRT station at 10. then went to library cafe to sit down. I bought coffee.

Then we went to met Amanda's friend or sth, hus's the librarian. And started doing CIP. LOL I really love scolding Amanda, it's so funny. And then we were quarrelling about Adam Lambert and all that. Amanda he rocks ok!(:

So we did loads of stuff. Then finish bout close to 5. Went IMM, walk around for while, then me and Rongyi took MRT back. Met mum at Tampines, then went shopping! I bought an awesome pair of Nike shoes! Looks super cool! LOL

TOMORROW IM GOING JAPAN! SUPER EXCITED!:D

2009-12-04T10:13:00.001-08:00

2009-12-04T10:11:00.001-08:00

2009-12-04T10:10:00.001-08:00

2009-12-04T10:09:00.001-08:00

Adam Lambert Explains His Controversial Performance on Ellen (2009-12-01)

2009-12-04T09:45:00.001-08:00

I don't care whatever shit he does.

I LOVE ADAMLAMBERT!

2009-12-04T04:38:00.000-08:00

Back from IAG!Senior camp! It's great. Though a bit boring. And super long and tiring also man. IT's lyk 8 till 11.30. Crazy!

But was kinda emotional also lah. especially 'the moment of truth', Adam asked if the coaches got anything to say to their charges, then Aaron raised his hand immediately, and ran up to the mic, and grabbed it and shouted for our group to go out. And Victoria also. Then up front, he shouted at us, and Victoria also. But then quite emotinal, so like cried lah. But anyway there was a great improvement after that for sure. Jeroemy, Han Peng, Dominic and Brandon were more spontaneous bout the whole camp after that. LOL. But then, cos that night, Janice was so fucked up by Aaron, she didn't come on the last day, which was yesterday. And so it was only I'm the only girl in the group and the 5 other guys. But had pretty much fun lah. Ook lah they are actually really nice people. LOL. super funny(:

I LOVE IAG!SENIOR CAMP! I wanna go back again next year!

Allison Iraheta - "Friday I'll Be Over U"

2009-12-03T10:13:00.001-08:00

I think it's a great video. And Allison's quite cute in here. LOL
And the punpin' rhythm is ncie mann.

NO ONE BEATS ADAMLAMBERT! STILL ANYWAY:D

Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment (Official Music Video)

2009-12-03T09:58:00.001-08:00

LAMBERT!
THE HOT ASS!

2009-11-25T09:44:00.000-08:00

ARGH!New Moon is superb! Especially the Voletrra Scene! I hate the Volturi! They are so bad and mean! but a bit fake LOL the eye so red, so silly. haha. ohmygosh they are so bad to Edward! ahhh but it's so nice.

Ok so the best scenes are when Jacob apologise to Bella, when bella went cliff-diving and the Volterra scene and when Edward apologise to her! Gosh! I watched it like 3 times already! Not exactly the best resolution, but it's pretty reasonable, coming from the internet.

Anyways, the world is crazy. Adam is openly gay. like so wat? And they are complaining about his sexual factor on stage performing For Your Entertainment. wtheck, that's so stupid. That's him. It's redonkulus that if they want every single awards event to be the boring 'show the nominees, someone come out announce the winner, winner say a few words of thanks' n yeah done. tat's so boring. and the oral sex was not in my opinion sick at all, cos Lady GaGa does that too, and people say it's entertaining. so lyk wat Adam says, when a guy starts doing it, everyone freaks out. ridiculous. I agree the sudden kissing was a bit too weird and maybe yeah a bit over-doing it, but hello he's gay, like both girls and boys, probably homosexual or something, what's there to blame him. there's so many ppl lyk tis around e world for goodness sake! and why can't ppl just remember that he used to be a stage thetre actor before joining American Idol? now he's famous, obviously he wants to have an even more bigger name, that's the way he rock man. I don't understand why the world is reacting so outburstly to this. I mean, Elton John is a gay married man, but everyone jus shakes it off. Lambert is homosexual, but he so does not seem to be the kind who will married. Damn, people are stupid. He's one of those boomz American, and it's pretty cool and brave of him to perform like this. And now those weird people don't appreciate it and call him overdoing it. crazy. It's called FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION. nothing wrong. he's a great eprformer, great snger, great person, great personality, great aura appeal. mann he's real good and awesome and hot.

And his new album is simply jus a great album, for your entertainment, I jus can't seem to stop listening to it. And his album is so much more better than Kris's. There's a variety of genres in the album, not like Kris. Boring. No offence. But I like his appeal too anyway. And I'm so gonna buy Lambertt's album man! Bring it out babeh!

Heart - Alone

2009-11-25T06:37:00.001-08:00

Great Song! Great lyrics!

For Youe Entertainemnt- Adam Lambert, American Music Awards

2009-11-24T07:16:00.001-08:00

His singing here isn't really as powerful, like kinda edgy and isn't using his full vocals. But his still looks so awesomely hot anyway. I love his fierce expression(: Great song!

Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment

2009-11-24T07:11:00.001-08:00

This is THEGREAT.
gOSH i LOVE HIS POLITENESS AND VOICE! IT'S AWESOME AND HOT!

2009-11-22T08:05:00.001-08:00

2009-11-22T07:10:00.001-08:00

2009-11-21T08:06:00.000-08:00

Oh, do you know what you got into?
Can you handle what I’m ’bout to do?
‘Cause it’s about to get rough for you
I’m here for your entertainment
-ADAMLAMBERT 'For Your Entertainment'-

Ok so last tuesday, went out wif Kneelength except Amanda cos she went holiday. So badly wanted to watch 2012 but in the end, no seats. Sorry Jodee, know you are really disappointed. Then went to Clark Quey. Pretty Eventful. I guess that's where we'll be meeting 5 years later(:

Then on wednesday night, went out with mum and dad after trng. Went Vivo. And ate at Marche! Been a long time since we ate an expensive dinner, you can guess, it was real good. Then after dinner, went to find Dad's work shoes and also wanted to find mine but decided not to buy in the end. Walked around for a bit. Then watch 2012! Gosh it was great! awesome! one of the best movies I've ever watched. Though pretty fake at some points, it truly does show the real compassion of people. And you know, some people are like just plain evil, but they do still have a good heart. Cried lyk one million tears. Lol. And it was super exciting. Pretty long show. And I was touched my how much parents' sacrifice for their kids....

So when the movie finished was like super late. Like way past midnight. Obviously, since we watched a near midnight show. So went home. And I stil called Zhiwei on e fone to talk. Crazy! LOL. Talk until lyk 4.30 am! haha

Today went to watch Fina world cup wif Vanessa. Bit boring but not too bad lah.

And! I worship ADAMLAMBERT. I don't care whether he's gay or not.

2009-11-19T19:07:00.001-08:00

2009-11-19T10:45:00.000-08:00

OHMYFUCKIN'GOSH!

ADAM'S ALBUM IS JUS SO GREAT BEYOND DESCRIPTION!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I LOVE 'FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT' AND 'TIME FOR MIRACLES' AND WHATAYA WANT FROM ME'

IT'S SO AWESOME!

GO ADAM!

U R THE FUCKIN' AWESOME SINGER EVER!

Tokio Hotel - Automatic

2009-11-14T21:32:00.001-08:00

2009-11-12T21:03:00.000-08:00

I regret.

I'm sorry.

I think that's all I can say to myself.

Hate me.

Call me anything.

I don't contest it.

Never in this state.

Try positioning yourself in it

And you will know how it feels.

Thanks. For Everything.

I guess it's just you.

I'm sorry.

2009-11-12T08:30:00.000-08:00

My blog's frickin' screwed. Dammit.

WHO DO YOU FUCKIN' THINK YOU ARE? AND IT'S FRICKIN' TRUE THAT JANICE IS SO MUCH FASTER THAN YOU. DON'T COME AND FUCKING DENY IT TO ME. AND U FUCKING FUN HAVE TO MAKE A FUCKING BIG FUSS OF IT, COS U R SLOW. YES, I MAY BE SLOWER THAN YOU, BUT U DON'T BEAT THE ODDS OUT OF ME FOR 200M FREESTYLE. SO U BETTER FUCKIN SHUT UP.

Daughtry - Life After You [HQ Official Music Video]

2009-11-11T09:05:00.001-08:00

HIS NEW MUSIC VIDEO> NAD HIS NEW ALBUM"S REALLY GRET!

Smooth Criminal (Live 1992 Dangerous Tour) - Michael Jackson

2009-11-08T20:16:00.003-08:00

Mickael Jackson - Smooth criminal (Live) HIStory World Tour 1997

2009-11-08T20:16:00.001-08:00

Michael Jackson - Smooth Criminal (This Is It) Full Best Quality

2009-11-08T19:42:00.001-08:00

2009-11-06T08:28:00.000-08:00

Holidays....argh kinda boring. Basically, like every1, I'm rotting at home.

But trng on wednesday was lyk so so super fun, wif RachelTay! lyk Omg. so funny lah. we were lyk slacking together. n not finishing the sets, n laughing our asses off, n having AGM n not caring whether the crazywoman would know. haha super funny larhs. Then she kept on singing the stupid part of body language. LOL

Then today celebrated Cheryl-Ann's birthday. BBQed at her house. It was a really chilled, unplanned awesome fun thing. Like jus playing round e really nice playground. And the cake was Awesome!

OMG I wan 2 watch 2012! N then I wan 2 go Karaoke session wif Kneelength but dunnno whether can. And New Moon. But I most can't wait for 2012.

And I watched This Is It. Gosh! IT's really good. Esp. Smooth criminal. Mann, that song is lyk the best of the best of the best. And In the closet and they don't care about us is really brilliant as well(:

Escala - Children

2009-11-05T18:14:00.001-08:00

This 4some were the finalists in Britain's Got Talent Season 2. And I think they're professional string quartet now. and they play really well.

Singin' in The Rain- George Sampson.

2009-11-05T02:44:00.001-08:00

LOOK AT HIM DANCE.

2009-10-29T02:43:00.000-07:00

I dunno what's been happening recently. Or rather the past week or past few days, seriously.

Are you angry with me?
Because I know you constantly check my blog, so I hope you are reading this.
With reference to the above question, I feel intimidated when eveytime I try to look at you or when our eyes meet briefly, you look with this really angry expression on my face. So it keeps me wondering whether I've done something wrong which is of offence to you. If I did, I'm really sorry. If I did, can you please tell me what I did wrong? Because I want to know, since I don't know myself. I'm the imperfct person. I've kept in mind, what you told me, about my attitude and emotions. And yes, you can call me desperate, because I am desperate, to know why why why you look at me with that fierce expression, or why you are angry with me. I texted you, but you didn't reply. And I don't think your phone is spoilt or anything. I tried asking the others, whether you are angry with me, I get the same answer dunno. Tomorrow's the last day of school. I don't want it to end off in na low note, so even if you hate me, or don't regard me as your good friend anymore, just please please please tell me what I've done wrong of offence to you, and what my problem is. Please, this is really the ast favour I would ask of you this year. I don't want to leave school and just know nothing, or take it like nothing happen, because you are thinkin' something. But, if I did do anything wrong, Sorry. But just grant me that favour. PLEASE. I'm a desperate shit, I ask for it. And, I still trust you with my life and you are still my best buddy.

Have you ever wondered, how it feels like to have your best friends all along, and suddenly they are not there? And you can't voice it out to them, because people will think it's such a hypocritic action. It's really heart-breaking to see that you regard one as a best friend, but that person might not regard you anymore. To me, it's obviously like losing a really treasured friend. You hardly talk to me anymore, like seriously. Eveyday in school, and it has been for quite a long while already, you don't tell me things directly, or have long conversations with me, and I came to a realisation that, through the way you act around others, that I cannot trust you anymore. You might think that 'oh I don't care lah. she think like that is also not my fault', but it's a really really great blow to me. And now, I can only tell myself that I just lost you as a best friend, and I wished that I've had striked a better relationship with you.

Soemtimes, you don't care about others, only wanting to satisfy your needs. I'm referring to another individual. I'm sorry, AND I MEAN IT WITH MY SINCERITY, AND I KNOW THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW THAT YOU ARE ACTUALLY LIKE THIS OR YOU DON"T MEAN IT, but it seems that my closest friends, have all dispersed from me, and they are probably your best friends now? To be honest, I feel scared to talk to you sometimes, and everytime when I do, I always do actually have a cautious line on what to say and what not to say. Actually, this has been for a long time already, I think it's just that you are not aware of it. In conclusion, I am actually scared of you. Even when I'm writing on my own blog, even when I'm not sure whether you know it or not, I am watching what I'm writing down. And I can never tell you how I feel, because your answer is constantly 'dun care lah. she wan like that, she can be like that. not like we ask her to be like this. we never even say she cannot to this so and so' It's a pattern you know, and if I'm offending you, I'm sincerely apologizing. I think it's because you were probably never in the situation I am in now, so you don't feel it. I don't blame you, maybe it's also your personality. However, like I said, sometimes you don't consider others, but inflict hurt upon what you say.

All: If you know who you are, I'm deeply sorry for what I've said, what I've done, What effects I've inflicted. This is my thoughts, I just really wanna write it all down, so it won't keep on be stuck in my head daylong. I just want my favour to be fulfilled.

3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time

2009-10-29T02:26:00.001-07:00

Watch the Official DEAR JOHN Trailer

2009-10-25T09:35:00.001-07:00

CHANNING TATUM IS FRICKIN" HOTT! OMG

2009-10-20T08:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Awesome. Went out Wif Charmaine Cheryl-Ann Rachel and Claudia!
went morning trng. Hard hard=.= then since it ended at 8.30 and meeting time was 11, I decided to tidy up my locker and I spent 35 minutes in the toilet. Lol. Then so had lyk bout 2 hours before meeting time, so decided to take 960 to Marina Square, and went to Album shop. mann, album shop was like SUPER BIG, like as big as popular. Like it's really really cool. Spent almost 1 hour in there randomly looking through albums and Dvds.

Then 11 came and went AMK pepper lunch cos rachel n Claudia were there. OMg Rachel's retarded. And I wore long blouse with tie. Official. Tsk tsk. Oh. Cheryl-Ann the doob dunno where is pepper lunch=.= so she brought the cake she baked for rachel, and it was really good. Except her father cut one slice for himself=.= Ate lunch, then took MRT to Dhoby Ghaut. Walk to The Cathay, and jus nice there was the 1.10 show for %oo Days of Summer! so went in, and I embarrassed them by laughing super loudly, like really really loud in the cinema, and Claudia was worse cos she's like 'I don't like the man behind me!' loudly also. And Charmaine keep sinking in ehr chair. Haha.

The movie was okay-ish. No storyline. But good for comic relief. And they shouted penis so many times. haha. So after e movie, went to take Neoprints, then eat Subway. Damn, ate so much. then walked around Plaza Sing, walking into shops tryin' stuff. And Rachel actually look kinda good in the bowler hat. Then i went back almost 5. They stayed later. Overall, had a good day. Thanks guys! though I had to miss Cheryll's nice house):...

2009-10-17T07:36:00.000-07:00

To KNEELENGTH: I'm really sorry I can't make it on Monday. I thought about it, because it's Rachel's birthday and as last time I PungSeh them before during Jodee's birthday, so I ought to make it up to them. Apologies, once again. Enjoy the Sunset and Final Destination(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!! You weird retard idiot.

To you: I truly forgive you now. Because I know that you learnt from ur mistakes. Though I forgive you, the rest find it a lot harder too. Probably because you cause them so much hurt and impact, especially jodee, I think she wants to stay silence with you forever. And yes, it's a retribution for all you've done. You didn't really do anything to me though. But yes, I think your actions were vile. There's no point only sms-ing me a sorry for all you've done and saying you'll let it go, because the most sincere thing is to say to each and every one of us up front. But, from the fact that you do not want to talk to us, I know that you in fact, have a heart. Because people who do not have a heart, will not even bother to think about retibution and consequences and continue talkin' normally. But I do sincerely accept your apology. I still treat you as one of my good friends. And I believe our friendship will still last, and will not fail because of this matter. So leave of not, it's really up to you to decide. But please, don't reapeat the same cycle, when you threaten us you are going to leave, for us to pacify you. Yeah, that's all I wanna say.

What Miss Singapore World Champion Ms. Ris Low and Phua Chu Kang Have in Common

2009-10-15T09:53:00.001-07:00

THIS IS SUPER FUNNY. EVERYONE MUST WATCH!!!!!!

2009-10-14T08:56:00.000-07:00

I have a list of TV shows I'm gonna watch. Pretty long.

Anyways it's OFFICIAL now.

2009-10-14T05:11:00.000-07:00

So lazy to blog nowadays...

Anyways, just now PoleVaulting very funny. Coach seriously shouted, like literally did. Shocking. It was suppose to make us keep quite. But I thought it was funny:P

10 Years - Beautiful

2009-10-10T23:39:00.001-07:00

Behold, this is the best song ever.

Mickael Jackson - Smooth criminal (Live)

2009-10-09T22:49:00.001-07:00

Midnight Rome- Pushplay

2009-10-02T10:56:00.001-07:00

Beautiful

2009-10-02T10:51:00.001-07:00

A new song I found 'Beautiful' sung by 10 Years. I think that there are many songs with the same name but I think this genre/style of music is unique than the rest.

2009-10-02T10:26:00.000-07:00

Geog test was really full of crapp.

Design&Tech today finally finish wif our stupid structure. Me and Cheryll keep on having deals bout us travelling around the world. Never thought that Cheryll can be lyk this. Haha.

Science no lesson so Kneelength discussed bout marking days and holidays. What we gonna do n all tat. I can't wait for e 2 tests to be over then we go Cheryll's house and have movie marathon inc. watching FINALDESTINATION4!

After school, Luna have to go for trng, so LinaInverse Lion CrystalMaiden QueenOfPain n LichKing went for lunch. Then we went playground:D It's really meaningful cos it brings back old memories of primary school days:)Played AMrco Polo, and I dun get why Zhiwei keeps on freakin' out. LOL. n also played crocodile. N then we decided to take shots but I didn't bring cam so had to use phone but never mind, it was still fun.

Awesome:)

Then stayed back with Rachel and MinTing. hen go trng. Come back, slack a bit. Then just now I watched the 2 hour season premiere of Amazing Race!:) MANN, I think this season's gonna be more awesome than ever. Yeah man!

Still got history and science. So still must study. ):

2009-10-01T01:48:00.000-07:00

Today school was ...weird.

Dunno why. It just feels like this. Anyways, I feel extremely bad now so I decided I shall change my facial tone 2 a better one. And not be so rough in the way I express myself.

Drama, suppose 2 do some family relationships scene, then Chloe Phay really cry cos it was suppose 2 be emotional=.= N during maths, I feel stupid n bad.

It's like generally, 1Hope everytime during maths lesson always talk n dun listen. INCLUDING ME. Then when b4 a test, every1 start bombarding him wif questions. I think he feels disappointed tat !hope is lyk tat. Sigh...

MATHS TEST WAS FRICKIN' SCREWED. SUPER HORRIBLE. WHATTHEHELL THE HIGHEST I CAN GET IS LYK 39!?!?!?!?!?!?! AND THE LAST QUESTION, WHEREBY EVERYONE CAN DO AND IS SO SIMPLE, I DUNNO! WAT FK MAN! N THE 2ND LAST QUESTION, I HAD 2 SAME ANSWERS N IM DEFINITE TAT IT'S SURELY GOING TO BE WRONG.

And now I'm going to have to waste energy memorising geog

2009-09-30T02:07:00.000-07:00

Hard Up.

I think I shan't care anymore.

2009-09-28T08:48:00.000-07:00

Formula1 Singapore Grand Pix Night Race yesterday.

Hell man.

STUPID BRITISH SCHOOL BOY, THE ARESHOLE WON! ARGH. FRUSTRATING FRUSTRATING.
bUTTON SHOULD TOTALLY WIN IT MAN. hE'S SO AWESOME. Though he's actually 29, he looks like 40 or sth. Haha no offence. But I think Vettel was really good too. Too Bad he was not in the top positions. And Nico Rosberg was such a fricki' wasted effort. Her's suppose to be a pro street circuit F1 driver but aiya...you'll never know what to expect.

Today Casin didn't come to school): I think there was some light atmosphere? And we didn't find fault wif each other at all:) After school went dentist with Cheryl. I dunno why but quite fun lah. Then we had to learn how to brush teeth=.= I kept taking random pictures of the fake teeth. LOL. Then went back to class. Talked to Denise n stuff.

Today PoleVault, only 5 ppl turned up. Me Duwei Alex Weijie n the new boy Idunnohisname, 5 of us lyk so less than usual so we got more chance n I managed to do some really good high knee runs. Started late today. N dunnowhy but was longer than usual. But quite fun lah. Also dunno why:D Coach was exceptionally in a really really good mood today. And Alex jumped super nice lah. Damn. Wish it was me. N the field look really really nice when night time. The sky look like never-seen-before.

And anyway, I still dun get why some ppl r so despo, so attention-seeking, that the way they tok is just plain ... Every time I'll be like sick in my mind. Seriously when will people like these stop. I just don't understand. N such showoffs. Whatthehell mann. So show off until it's just impossibly hard 2 believe tat she will do tis kind of crapp plain lame rubbish.

2009-09-26T23:05:00.001-07:00

Weird stuff keeps on hapeening nowadays. What with those problems in school.
Actuall I just wan 2 tok bout crazywoman n wat happen tis morning.

So tis morning, when I walked up the stairs from the locker room, n 2 e pool deck, crazy woman was like 'I heard u r transferring to Ace. I said yes. N she asked when, so I said probably after JIC. N she said 'you go there must train hard'.

den I trained wif Li 4awhile. n I kept thinkin' bout her last line. damn. I felt half hate-her-even-more n half guilty. but wateva. so when she came back wif the soccer guys, I went back to swim wif her. den while the guys doing warm-up, she go talk to me. n it was ridiculous n stupid n plain weird. she's like 'wat's ur reason 4 transferring to Ace?' didn't say anything. infact, the whole time she was tokin' 2 me, I just practically kept quiet. n my reason for transferring is cos I hate her. n seh surprised me by prompting me, asking 'is it because u dun lyk me, or dun lyk my trng programme?' n I thought back bout my attitude towards her during e past year I was under her, n yeah, I think I really showed it 2 her I hate her distinctly n very harsh, as wat Min oso said. den she started going on tis crap tok saying if the reason is cos I dun lyk her, she'll just let it go. n if the reason is cos I hate her trng programme, she went on tis fricki' roundabout tok, wat everywhere I go will hav hard trng blah blah blah. n all e other rubbish.

C'mon man. hu she is 2 me. Just a frickin' bloody crazy woman, whom I'm force to call 'JiaoLian' n in my eyes, she's jus an old bitch hu does not reflect bout wat she's making us suffer. she tink wat, her trng's good and all tat? I tink the day when I embrac her trng one so whole-heartedly is the dayI'll drown in the sea. lyk fk. wat's her problem. e way she tok 2 me, I could very nearly kicked her ass tat moment. n it was weird. I just really hate her 2 e fking core. I tink I never hated a grown adult so much. f her. I noe tat I'll feel really sorry for Li, but I tink in future competitions when I see the bytch, I'll jus u noe, give e face, dun say hi, show tat I still hate her one hell of anything. she's jus a fking brainless coach, in which I wasted half a year under her. I find it embarrassing, and am evry-single-time ashamed of myself, whenevea I call her jiao lian.
And on tues, we were doing stretch cords pull. n cos I was lazy 2 not-let-go of it, I jus simly let go, n it hit super hard on her head:D n she was super pissed off, shouted at me 'ni gan ma?!' which is like wat's my problem, n I just laugh at her, n she was pissed off wif me oh-so-m,uch she didn't bother 2 look at me or anything when we were swimming. which was actually godd, cos I was slacking wif Racheltay. even if she hate me, I tink the amount I fking hate her, the word 'indescribable' is an underestimated word.

N I dunno whether the problem in school is settled. but after e forum, I really cannot bring myself 2 treat her as my good fren or anything. Not even fren. Just classmate, although we hang out as a clique. It's like the natural feeling Amanda have towards ... I came 2 realise tat she will never learn 2 accept her mistakes n will probably be always tokin' lyk she 4eva own it. I noe tat 3 of us were lyk really ridiculous 2 u guys so I'm sorry. But if she does not wan 2 say sorry, it's not point forcing her. tat's hu she is. While ur r irritated wif the latter, I'm annoyed wif the first. She jus toks as if she's e mafia boss. Maybe, yes, it's her natural way of tokin', I won't trigger my irritations but it will just be in my mind lyk, 'oh yeah, she's lyk tis, jus a classmate hu hangs out wif the same ppl I hang out wif' I dun tink it can be change.

N I oso come 2 realise tat we expected a lot one out of another. ah we oredi came 2 tat so let's jus forget everything.

Michael Jackson - Billie Jean - HIStory Tour Munich

2009-09-23T08:39:00.001-07:00

This is really one of the best concert videos I've seen of MJ.

Come Back To Me - David Cook (Official Video) HQ

2009-09-23T08:35:00.001-07:00

David Cook's new MV:)

2009-09-23T07:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first time I like trng. Short Course!:) And OMG I didn't slack at all. And I beat NgMinMin. Sense of accomplishment, period:) Whatever. And trng wasn't that hard and I didn't lose my temper so that's why trng was ncie yesterday. And Ashley n company had to do fly the whole trng. I guess Li was pissed wif them for tokin. Anyway, if Li told me to do fly the whole trng, I'll just walk out.

School is like...I dunno what to say. Anyway, I'm super happy with Newsmaker marks. Thanks Amanda YuQian and Christienne for doing such an awesome job!:) And Natalie is annoying. LOL. She'll doodle lots in class, like today she drew a potato and said 'I drew a potato' =.= and she wrote on the board potato rawks. Stupid Natalie. LOL But it's fun sitting with her. So we started doodling in class bout ghosts during maths today. Such influence.

PoleVault was horrible. I nearly wanted the chop off coach's head. Shit him

2009-09-20T22:46:00.001-07:00

Backstreet Boys - I Want It That Way (Official Music Video) - For more funny videos, click here

2009-09-20T22:43:00.001-07:00

Backstreet Boys - Straight Through My Heart (Official Music Video) - Click here for funny video clips

2009-09-20T09:52:00.001-07:00

Official New Moon Trailer 2: Meet Jacob Black - These bloopers are hilarious

2009-09-18T09:57:00.000-07:00

100th post!

I'm real disappointed with myself. Just really did not expect myself to get that kind of shit results at all. But anyways, to RY ZW Casin Jodee Amanda and Cheryll, I just wanna say to you guys

You guys are the best!
Your were there when I was down
Your tried to reason with me about my results
And you guys made me feel fine after that
It just feel really good when you guys were all there, when ur could be busy wif ur own matters

7
That's a big number
It's hard to fully understand one another as a big group
But I guess that's just the way it's meant to be

We have our quarrells and fights
But we chill and made up
We disagree with one another a lot
But we always come to a decision

We are often irritated
by something or someone
we complain and talk all day
But that's just us

We laugh so loudly
We talk so outrageously
We irritated ppl like hell
But this is how we rock

I just want to say
you guys are the imperfect friends
but you guys are the best I could ever get
Rock on:)

2009-09-17T09:31:00.001-07:00

I'm kinda very lazy to blog nowadays. And Natalie's my new awesome deskie!

Anyways, I guess the matter between me and them has been settled so we are us once again:)Cos like I was real fed-up with Amanda but I guess we settled it.

Yesterday, nothing could ever get into my head. Because I was really like hard-up with the ass called Cheryl-Ann. I'll be nice. I shan't say much. But she really pissed me off like anything. What the hell's wrong with her.

Watched ANTM. It was good, as always. And I freakin' can't wait for Jennifer's Body, New Moon, and Percy Jackson! 2010 in film just great mann!

And I studied for Bio test tom. Hope I'll do well. I mean, I must do well, I don't care. And Manda's the annoying freak who keeps on saying what she wants to do in the future, and planning all our stuff in the holidays. haha. And esp. the future ones, it's like she keeps on saying she wants to go some other country wif friends, and migrate to Perth, cos every house got a swimming. So lame. But anyways, guys, yeah we should have a megamovienight at Cheryll's house.

2009-09-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

I was reading ppl's blog just now. I saw someone's...the more I read the more I feel yucks. IT's just..........argharghargh

2009-09-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

THESE ARE MY NEW LIMITATIONS AND SCHEDULE FROM TOM, I THOUGHT OF IT, I HAD BETTER KEEP TO IT.

I HAD BETTER FOLLOW IT, OR ELSE I'LL NOT GET GOOD RESULTS. REMINDER!

Every 3 days, 1 hour of com only, that's it. Can only watch America's Next Top Model, and new season of Project Runway every thurs IF I FINISH MY REVISION AND WORK. Same for America's Got talent. Do work before trng everyday. Afetr trng, don't waste time and dilly-dally. And everyday I want to see my work done. All of it.

I HAD BETTER KEEP TO IT.

STUDY DON"T PLAY

2009-09-12T06:54:00.000-07:00

September holidays are kinda fine. School going to start. anyway, we didn't go Cheryll's house to study): cos she's busy. I had to take care of my grandfather on a few mornings. Bit boring. And swimming's been suckier than ever, with that stupid Zhai. I got so pissed with her, I just damn right shouted the word in her face.

Anyways, POLE VAULTING IS AWESOME and I chanced upon Jacinda during wed. I guess she was surprised to see me there as much as I was.

And Thursday was horrible. Horrible is the ice-skating. With Casin Zw Ry Manda. And also another silly thing was on the MRT going there. Lazy to say all. But quite funny. And the slurpee outside 7-Eleven so cute. haha:) We 3 waited for 2 of them to come, who so slowly did. And we all wore jeans, awesome:)We kinda be lesbo while walking there. Walked around exploring Leisure Park and then lunch and then the horrible ice-skating. They ice-skate full time, I tried awhile then didn't bother and left the rink. And half watched them, half studied chinese, which actually got into my head. Then after that, played arcade for awhile then home sweet home.

Slurpee

A good shot I took of them.

...
And I was super pissed with what senior said during trng just now. Aiya so lazy to say.

And AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL is like OHMYGOODNESSSONICE! To think I hated it last time. heh. And I keep on watching Tv a lot these days. Better stop. Andandandandandandand LOST is like so good and all. And American's got Tealent! oh shitzzz I should stop watching TV.

I LOVE AMERICAS NEXT TOP MODEL!

2009-08-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

Zhai is an extremely horrible bloody coach. Even if I slack in training, I deprove a lot anyway. Oh hell. Bloody coach. And today, for goodness sake, how to kick with so much wave. shit that bloody coach. I hate her. Me and Min was basically bitching about her. Not like i care how she will think if she noes I'm gonna transfer. Stupid coach. I feel like I'm forever wasting 3 hours of my precious life span getting trained by her, which makes me worse. Zhai sucks. OMg I hate her like shit. She's really worse than any coach I ever had. ARGH damn her. I don't even noe why she's a bloody coach. She, FOR GOODNESS SAKE, can't even do her bloody job properly. I just wanna shout at her, to tell her that she sucks so much, and her trng sucks, and she's doing anything better, neither is she making us improve.

But anyway, during sprints today. I was really touched by what someone said. So happens the breastrokers have to go last and there's odd number so I have to go last group with no one. Bit demoralising. And she, Phyllis, said she'll go with me, when she's suppose to go in the group before me. I was really touched that I teared a bit actually, but in the water so obviously no one noes. Like a true friend, she didn't want to leave me alone. It's so hard to find friends like her. And I consider myself lucky, to have strike friendships with her, even if our relationship is in swimming, where we just train together. Really, it's just, you noe, it's just really hard to find people, who never want to leave you alone.

2009-08-29T00:04:00.000-07:00

I just really wished and didn't expect thigns to turn out like this. Don't leave. As far as we don't like your faults, it'll be like 1 person not enjoying the fun. All we want is for you to change, and everything will be fine. I think that, ok you might say that ZW had a high status, but I don't think it's like that. Because eveyone cares for each other the same way. Just. Please please don't leave.

And I feel super blessed and thankful. Because if Coach had not put those mats there, I would have break a bone or crush it or who knows what. OMG I feel so blessed.

Sometimes, I really think that some people suck. And I treat them as if I love them so much, but honestly, I hate them. I just don't have the guts to tell them I HAte You into their face. Expecially you you you you you you you you you you you. Stop acting pro. Because you aren't. You are too ugly to act cute. And you stop faking. You know you are a flirt but refuse to admit it. And stop acting. You just suck at it. Because we can see through you. You please don't underestimate us and think we are stupid. We are even smart enough to be 1 level above you. And you so gullible. Oh wake up. You so ugly. ugly. ugly. ugly. ugly.

2009-08-26T22:21:00.000-07:00

I'm going to promise myself that I'm gonna work hard, train hard next term. Because needless to say, this term has been my slackest term. My report card is lousy, I screwed up my piano exam and deprove in swimming (Zhai's fault). Ok, we should promise ourselves as a whole group to study hardand make it official. So we gonna write all those official signing documents for each other. LOL

Anyways, you guys really rock. We, the most silliest, ridiculous, irritating, annoying, lamest bunch of people. I guess we had a lot of quarrells and fights but yeah, we still rock as 7 of us;) And high-10 is so lame but funny. LOL. Zhiwei is awesome at netball. And teasing her is always the best. Just look at her reaction.

2009-08-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

POLE VAULTING IS SO AWESOME! FEEL REALLY GOOD ABOUT TODAY'S TRAINING! mann, i just want to go the next and the next trng to jump jump jump higher.

Ok, I should say this. I've decided I'll transfer to Ace after November, even if ppl are saying that ACE goes to town and all tat. I know it'll be something like, oh I;m leaving Swimfast people and all tat, after swimmin' wif them for so long, more than 2 years, almost 3 and now I leave them. Real sorry. Firstly, cos Zhai suck so much. Secondly, I feel useless there. And thirdly, I can't stand some people there. But I'll really really miss you people: Janice, Clarinda, Min, Christiane, FangYi, Phyllis, Racheltay, JiaMin(though u r a bit stupid sometimes)and who else I can't think of. I'll be joining Vanessa, my awesome Sista~ plus some of my other seniors. But anyway, I just hope that when I transfer, I'll improve better, and not deprove like I did with Zhai, and hopefully, enjoy my swimmin' life there.

And now for food for thought.

Newsmaker project work. Whether Amanda, YuQian or Christienne is gonna read it or anything, nevertheless I shall just say so. I'm not blaming you guys. IT's just that I wish that we had put in more effort and care much mroe about it. Especially YuQian. OK you really made me very frustrated. You didn't contribute much, and think about it, who will like it? I hope that next time, you will take more initiative and co-operate more. You didn't even bother to know the progress of the project. Basically, this is just what I want to say.