Saturday, August 29, 2009 (8:42 AM)
Zhai is an extremely horrible bloody coach. Even if I slack in training, I deprove a lot anyway. Oh hell. Bloody coach. And today, for goodness sake, how to kick with so much wave. shit that bloody coach. I hate her. Me and Min was basically bitching about her. Not like i care how she will think if she noes I'm gonna transfer. Stupid coach. I feel like I'm forever wasting 3 hours of my precious life span getting trained by her, which makes me worse. Zhai sucks. OMg I hate her like shit. She's really worse than any coach I ever had. ARGH damn her. I don't even noe why she's a bloody coach. She, FOR GOODNESS SAKE, can't even do her bloody job properly. I just wanna shout at her, to tell her that she sucks so much, and her trng sucks, and she's doing anything better, neither is she making us improve.
But anyway, during sprints today. I was really touched by what someone said. So happens the breastrokers have to go last and there's odd number so I have to go last group with no one. Bit demoralising. And she, Phyllis, said she'll go with me, when she's suppose to go in the group before me. I was really touched that I teared a bit actually, but in the water so obviously no one noes. Like a true friend, she didn't want to leave me alone. It's so hard to find friends like her. And I consider myself lucky, to have strike friendships with her, even if our relationship is in swimming, where we just train together. Really, it's just, you noe, it's just really hard to find people, who never want to leave you alone.
